HaPpInEsS & SaDeSt in LiFe

New Rodman in 2012

2012-01-31T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hi there Mr Blog.

Has been a long long time since I last blog on this very familiar page. 1.5 almost 2 years. It have been a busy yrs since I return to Singapore. O well... Nothing new really, like all other grads.... Look for job...

Found a job in Sept 2010, in KAER working as an ESD enginneer. My J.S is to get my client(building) certified under BCA Green Awards. Till date I have completed about 15 jobs with all good praise. =) Lucky me ya... Things get a little boring nowadays, my team S**ked! They are so anti-social... Hard to work with them around, and I decide to hop to another department. Not that I can't work is I am not comfortable there anymore. Mgr like NEW comers with high qualification. O well... What the use of it??? They can't work the rate I work. O well... Stop at my work.

Yawn.... What a day to take leave... At home do nothing waiting for Kris!!! Its her birthday!!!!

What gonna happened?

2010-06-17T03:15:00.003+08:00

hmmm.... wanted to blog but dunno what to say.... Boring? Not just this word... I am DEAD BORING...... dun sound nice too... Whatever it is... I am BORING!

Human is weird... when u r working, u will say studying is better. When u r studying, u will say working better... Weird right? Like me... When I have tonnes of work, I wanted holiday... When I got my holiday now... I wanted a little bit of work... Maybe I fall straight down from the extreme of both end... Being waking up and working from 9am to 4am --> Wake up and do NOTHING from 10am - 2am. Hmmm.... When working, i am thinking what to be completed tomolo, what to calculate and so... Now... is what to do later... What movie to watch? what lunch and dinner should I cook?

Planning surprises for me is never too tough. But when I am in Newcastle, it is a little too tough... I have no contact... Stay in room all days, dunno what is new around here... Mind is blank. If I have the $$, then it's nv that tough. But I am on tight budget. Life as a student is not that good either ar...

Few more days to her arrival, fate change. Dun you agree? 6 months ago, she pick me up from Changi airport and now I pick her up from NCL airport. She is so excited, the world out here... BIG! WONDERFUL! NICE! =) Hope she will enjoy and we have 0 argument. A perfect trip for her.

June post

2010-06-01T19:59:00.006+08:00

So long since I last blogged.... so many things happened in such a short period... hmmmm... let highlight some of the nice and happy stuffs....

1. Yesh! I finished a tough and long lasting yr finally... Did well in my final presentation of my final project.... Was impressive that shock a lot of visitor and friends. Some more I am from Singapore and a bridging course student who join them on the final year... Without much help from the locals and really solely my own effort... I score a 75 on the final part... 60% of a 30 credit module... the heaviest weightage among all my module... I am proud of this...

Having ppl saying:

"How do you create this 3-dimension diagram?? It's impressive!"
"Wow! this is so far the best I have seen in the show! I like it!"
"Nice! Very interacting!"
"Impressive! You have impress me Rodman."

I am so happy with all this comments coming from employers, junior and lecturers. That will mark a happy ending for me.

If I manage to score a 1st class hons, i will be superbly happy... that is why I came here for, staying in the room and not stepping out.... Working my ass off from 10am - 4am during easter break... I really hope I can... I know its is difficult... I am ideally for 2nd upper... I really wan a 1st... I won't be happy with 2nd upper... I will be disappointed....

2. The number of days for me to return home is nearer.... I am happy and sad... Happy cause all my friends and family are back home, sad cause UK is really a nice place. Working here will be an eye opener to me, and its is much much much more relax than Singapore pace.... 9 - 5 Sharp daily! I dunno... Might consider a job in UK, really.

3. Mum, sis and bb is coming over to UK for a short tour to EDINBURGH, LONDON. PARIS, NEWCASTLE. I am looking forward to it heading to Paris... Although I know my whole heart is with ROME, Italy.... I am in love with that country i think... Day and night, thinking of it. Oh gosh! but most important is the important people in my life is here together... Although not all is able to attend but a few is enough. =)

4. Kris,bb completed her first public run with a medal... =)

5. Nothing much to do nowadays... Movie! Youtube! Facebook! and Movie! Youtube! Facebook! This is the life of a person without $$$$$$!!!!! =)

So many things happened as I mentioned earlier.... Unhappy things occurs too...

1. Buddy Zhang got into a hurtful relationship and was left there without anyone console. Wanted to do something for him, but I am so far away... Really hope he can cross this barrel asap and lead a new life soon... Will see u soon zhang!

2. me and bb.... Problem after problems occurs... Quarrel after quarrel... I dunno if I am doing a good job... To her, I think is NO... I was very very harsh with my words this 2 days... Was corner and being pushed to say them... I know the consequence, I know I will have to face it some days... having to talk my point, she dun seem to see it. I dunno... I really really dun like to choose between 2 beloved things.

手心, 手背都是肉!

It will be hurting for either side... I dunno what to do or what to say to settle this big time- bomb.... I know i need to defuse this bomb before it explode. Once it explode, all this will be gone. I love her a lot... I wanted to make things happened... I just have too many things to consider before I can make any move. One wrong move, I will have to face the music!

Sad thing dun have to mention long. human no matter what will have to die! I choose to be happy everyday!

Long time no blog!

2010-03-19T06:48:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone.... Aaaaa..... Doubt there is anyone checking my blog haha... after a long period of "down" time.... Been really busy this few weeks.... Assignment, coursework, meeting, Major Project.... blah blah blah..... Life nv been that busy... And truthfully, I nv been that hardworking! Morning woke up about 8+ 9+.... After breakfast... Project... Then light lunch(bread, cereal, bread, cereal)... then Project again....... Then early dinner..... then Project Again..... till about 1 or 2 then I end my day....

Its like a routine... My routine.... Time fly.... like a bullet(I always use this to mention time, its is really fast)... 2 more weeks of school(I end my official 'SCHOOL' day).... follow by 3 weeks of madness project rushing while others is having EASTER break(can foresee myself with little hours of sleep).... then 1 weeks of 'REVISION' week(Just got the news, mostly is no school).... Then reach MAY, 2 EXAMsssss paper.... And will Officially stop my study engine on the 26 May...... My Uni life will end there.... It's like weeks ahead... I am a graduate(Hopefully).... Haha... oops....

Life have been normal... With kris bb, mum and sis coming over for tour in June and July.... Going to Scotland, France, London, Birmingham.... Wowwwwwwww....... Wonderful plan ahead.... Really really looking forward! So so so so great.... If I score 2.1 or 1, I WILL ENJOY IT TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kris bb is so excited over this trip to UK.... =) me too actually... To receive her at NCL airport... She will be alone for about 14 hours.... I know she will be scare.... I will be awake staring at my com gmail in case she need to contact me.... Dubai only means of communication is Wireless internet... And of course mobile but will cost a boom..... However, in case of emergency, mobile will be the best way to reach me anytime.... =)

Miss everyone back in Singapore....

Mum, Dad
Family has been my backing in this one yr... Mum encourage me when I am so down to hell at a point of time... She did not scold me for that result, MAYBE she know.... I can make it and already try my best... When children grown up, the way parents treat them is so different.... When I was young(in primary school), mum and dad will always strictly punish us when our result is poor.... They dun ask for more... PASS and that simple... NO A's B or C... Only a pass... Then, only my sis can achieve this grade... My brother and I........ aaaa.... u know de la... Haha.... Cane stroke is always on our body and hand.... I miss my parent scolding me(lecture me I should say).... Force me to get better result... What outcome will that be?? =) I dun think I will ever know... Today's Rodman and then is different... Look things at a different angle and judge things differently...

Bro, Sis, younger sis...
They are the one that is always helping me back in Singapore.... A BIG THANK YOU!!!!! Appreciate it... Brother and Sister.... Thank! Without them, I will be doom.... Thing will be left undone back home... No one help me settle my bills and so... Bro also have been a great motivator for me, he has been to oversea study... Advising me what to do and how to solve problem. Life is complete with them around... If I can choose... I want back this family my next life... =)

Kris bb....
Although I call, skype, mail her daily... I still missed her... =) Dunno why... Just very simple... I miss her! She is always there for me... One call away from me... Is like back in Singapore, pick up the phone and call... So fang bian! bb has been busy... work and study... Exam is coming for her too... We promise to work hard together before we enjoy our UK/Europe trip.... This one yr has not been easy.... But DARE TO SAY, we handle it WELL!!!!! Very very proud of her! =) She is so mature thinking(dun see her cute cute).... =) She always enjoy her day no matter what... Only thing is she LOVE to save money.... Is good to save... But will be better if she can get her something she like once a month or so... Shopping is girl's talent! Is in them.... She has been nice, patience and encouraging this one yr... supporting me.... Cheering me up.... Think this is what I call a simple love!

Lao's
Of course.... Lao's! Me and zhang have been buddy for 7 yrs soon!!!! Can u imagine??? 7 yrs!!!! Like go through 1 x primary school plus one yr kindergarten! Haha.... Not just Zhang... Qin,Sha, Wang, Seng, Ong, Kong..... This group of buddies is the closest buddy I had! Wonderful fun together.... People might think is 'LAME'... ''How old liao? Still got a group name...' But is this 'Lao's' name that ties everyone together.... Is so amazing!!! Outing... Birthday... We did it together... Ever watching soccer.... The girls came along... This group of buddy is worth it... Hopefully this is a everlasting friendship..... Seeing each other getting married.... Being the BEST MAN OR "SISTER" for each other.... It just so amazing.... Really hoping this will last 70 yrs down the road......

YOU ALL MAKE MY YEAR GO THROUGH WITH MEMORIES!!!!!!

2010-02-22T09:07:00.001+08:00

I AM BLOGGING.................

PLS WAIT......

COME ANOTHER DAY......

THANK FOR VISITING......

Wahaha

Lunar New Year

2010-02-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

14 Feb 2010

First thing I missed having reunion dinner with my family back in Singapore. Steamboat with all GOOD stuffs (Scallop, Prawn, DODO stuff!!!) See the pot fill with all FANTASTIC food in there! Yum Yum!!!!

Wow... New Year... New look, new cloths and everything NEW NEW NEW!!! Younger sis transformed!!! A mature lady indeed!

Bb Kris join my family for this year reunion dinner... She must have enjoy herself and fill her little stomach with all good good food!!!! Hehe....

Bb Kris painted her finger nail and toe nail! hehe... Pretty red!!! Huat!!!!

My favorite Milk tea!!! Yummy!!! Thank to bb... Help me drink!

Present!

2010-02-10T08:34:00.004+08:00

Ding DONG!!!

Hello Mr Rodman! You have a PARCEL!!!!

Who give de??? You say leh! Wahaha...

Received this little long waited parcel from someone special! Although in there, got a few other people stuff, but I can feel the LOVE in it! Waiting for it day and night since 5 feb! Opening the letter box every hour! And finally, it arrived!!!!! Hehe...

Thank bb....

This little silly one actually HAND MADE this box of sweet... Its my favorite flavor, Strawberry! It is really nice! I heard ppl making cookie, cake, bread... I nv heard ppl making sweets!!!! She surprise me with this... How many ppl actually can eat ur gf or bf HAND MADE SWEET??? sorry... I think I am the only one! Dun get jealous! the world is round... Hehe... Bb... I love it! Its so SWEET!!!!!

The purple one is her, orange one is me! Haha... Love the card.. So nice and cute! hehe... Word in there is sweet... Hehe... Envy right??? It our secret card! Hehe...

A new "Fred Perry" look alike top from her... I love the design, color, and the size FIT PERFECTLY! She knows me too well!! Hehe...
And lastly, I got a little nice smart A|X card holder! Suit my outlook! Has been using it since it arrive! Hehe... Oops...

SIMPLY LOVE ALL ITEMS I RECEIVED..... hehe....

World Hero!

2010-01-25T08:54:00.002+08:00

Just the 2 of us!

2010-01-12T06:41:00.004+08:00

Things were simple... Just like what others said!
Love is Simple!!!!

Back to school.....

2010-01-10T19:15:00.010+08:00

Time passes real fast while you are enjoying... So many things happened in such a short return for me. Of course... bb got to see me and spent 24/7 by my side. Plan some chalet and shopping trip to places that changes quite alot (Orchard)... 15 days... Back in Singapore... Food after food... Meal after meal... I put on weight! Haha... Thank to EVERYONE...

This trip back was good... Happy... Fulfilling!!! Got myself quite abit of things... Pants, shirt, hat, DSLR..... Those photo below are taken using that powerful DSLR.... Canon 450D wonderful piece of cam.

Now I am back in Newcastle... Back to reality of student! Busy with work, project and deadline... Life as a student.... Haiz... Those short memories I had will help me through all this...

Enjoy....

Just Love this... So innocent!

Family shopping @ Orchard

Quick snap... Kris and Mum

Cool and beauty!

Piece of Art!

Emo Couple!

I must say... She is LOTS better than me!

Fantastic 7

Wonder 6

Lao's 13

KRIS FAMILY LUNCH @ DIN TAI FENG

Kris Brother, Mum and Sis

2nd Departure

Newcastle Airport cover by snow

Metro back "home"

Its' just freezing out here

I lost my Feet!!!

The depth of the snow!

1st SNOW Arrived!!!!

2009-12-18T06:18:00.006+08:00

Everyone was like waiting for this day to come... WHITE SNOW!!!! Fallen today in Newcastle...
Enjoy the photo....

Fairness exist??? U got to be kidding!!!!

2009-12-07T23:03:00.002+08:00

Is there fairness in this world??? Does it exist???

Got back my 1st assignment today... Marks was pretty good... Way better than what I expected!! Senior mention this lectuer play skin color... Last year they got 58-60 for those from singapore and china. I got 80~~~ that was impressive.... But I lost.... Won the battle yet lost the war!... I helped as much as I can... Share as much as I know... In the end... I lost him by 2 marks...

Everyone who know me well know my "Hao Shen Xin"!!! Is higher than a Mount Everest. To me... Is either to be the best or not to do anything!

I will be back.... Stronger...

Update!

2009-12-02T06:51:00.004+08:00

Laptop crushed last week... Graphic card melted! Haiz... Thought can save a bit of money dun need to get one... Borrow from cousin and it can't survive for a yr. Poor laptop... Life without laptop is madness... Morning wake up look at the wall and eat breakfast... Usually I will update myself with news(soccer news), singapore news and also facebook-ing... But that few days was bad... Spoke to mum and she told me to get one new one. No choice... went to library and lab those days and has no freedom to do things. Like playing music and so. In the end, I went to get a Packard Bell TJ 64.

Red external and White internal! That is so me!!! AMD processor and running window 7... 15.6" LCD, 250GB HDD, 4GD Ram.... all this burn a big hole in my pocket... 400 pounds... That the amount we are talking about... 400 pounds... I can survive for 3-4 months... But I love this lappy! So so so smooth and nice....

Was my flatmate birthday... He's from Hong Kong... And ask me out to visit christmas market which was close as we are a few hours late... And he wanted to play pool... So I visited one in UK!

This is me in all the "fluffy" jacket!!! It was cold cold cold out there!!!
And he(the one on the right) make dessert for everyone... (bb... I Learn it from him! Haha...)

Fendi and I!

Learn a few new dished these days.. The top one is Home made Hokkien mee!!! My bb taught me! And frankly speaking, it is nice!!!!! And the bottom one is Curry chicken! It was the most successful one! Hot and spicy!!!! Yummy!!!
Update you all soon!!!! =)

Different between then and now!

2009-11-24T08:36:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!! I was looking through the photo and I saw that photo of me in Aust!!!! My tian!!! Is that me??? I look like a PAU!!!! or like someone just punch me till swollen! Haha...

See the different???

Anna & Eloise

2009-10-27T21:39:00.003+08:00

Finally I received all these cute photo with my cousin's daughter!!! The little girl is Anna!!! Amazingly know how to call "jiu-jiu" in just 1 or 2 days! Very very smart girl! And the little cute baby is the latest addition to cousin's family. Eloise! Isn't she cute??

Birthday 2009

2009-10-26T00:49:00.006+08:00

Hello Everyone!!!

25 October!!! a day after my birthday!!! I going to tell u what I experience here!!! Basically!!!!!!!!!

NOTHING!!!!!! Haha...

Back in Singapore, will be like going for a small party with all my buddies and kris bb... This yr, something different... When the clock strike 12 midnight(UK), PHONE rang! It's bb!!! She woke up like 7am on a Saturday morning just to wish me a happy birthday! It's so sweet of her... Thank you sweet... And mins after she hanged up and back to her dreamland! My flatmates came into the kitchen while I was washing my cup(with a smile)!! Sang me a birthday song and this is what they gave me... A box of Ferrero Rocher from my fellow Singaporean friend and a candle in a egg shape made by him and a vietnam girl... Simple celebration...

Everyone in Singapore celebrate their birthday either in town shopping or town side shopping... BUT me!!! I shopped in SUPER-MARKET on my birthday!!! Haha... Can u believe it? After I done with purchase I rushed back to meet bb online and also open my present!!!!

Yes Present!!!!

FROM SINGAPORE SOME MORE!!!

Story behind this parcel!!! I was shocked! Surprised! Fendi went to open the letter box waiting for his gf letter and next moment! He shouted!!! "GOH!!! Yours la! Haha..." I replied, "MINE???" And he hand me a parcel notice! Just nice it's lunch time, I went to collect it... Was Shocked!! Surprised with a present sent from singapore by all my buddies! And I knew nothing about it! Thanks guys! And of course, kris! I know u are trying hard to stop me from buying jacket! hehe... Thanks! Must be hard on u to stop me from buying and not wanting me to know anything about it!!! Thank you!!

Lao's Family actually sent me a parcel and it actually arrived 2 days before my birthday! I saved it till my birthday knowing it is a present as is written BIG on the box... 1 x ZARA Jacket and 6 x Maggi and 2 x Tom Yum... Fortunate enough that the postman is not a ZARA fan! If not I wouldn't received it!! Haha....

This is how it look like when I opened it! The whole paper bag with TAG and PRICE on it!!! Haha...

All my Beloved Maggi!!!!

The tom yum Wang bought from THAILAND!

The Jacket I received... Isn't it awesome?

Out with Fendi and the other flatmate to KFC for dinner... Cheapest food we can eat in town!!! A family feast.... Thank to Fendi and flatmate! They treat me to a good dinner!!!

Me and Fendi!

Took this photo for Lao's! The jacket FIT me perfectly! Thanks! And it really able to provide warmth! Good...

To end of this is a pic of me! Parallel to the FLOOR! Xiao Zhu can do it! So can I! Hehe...

Thank for everything to everyone!!!! I appreciate every single thing you all did! I wished you all healthy and happiness!!!!

Thank lao's for the Parcel, Maggi, Jacket, Tom Yum....

Thank Siblings for sponsoring my Blackberry....

Thank Fendi and Vietnam Friend for Dinner and Present....

Thank Kris bb for calling me and wish me and trying to hide the surprise from me!!! Thanks Love!

Blackberry 8900 arrived in my pocket!

2009-10-22T00:17:00.004+08:00

Last time yrs ago when you ask me about "Blackberry", I would say "You need a server at home to link your Blackberry and it'll be useful..." The other fact is the DESIGN in the past is really 3 LETTER!!!!

O M G

It's terrible!!! Weird design, color blah blah blah....

But once the Bold version hit the market...

It change a lot of ppl view on Blackberry... No longer a "business" mobile but a fashionable mobile just like Nokia, Samsung, Sony Ericsson...

In Uk, phone are cheap compare to Singapore. Those who come here and study, work or so will CURSE at the 3 operator in Singapore...

"BLOOD SUCKER!!!"

Over here, PHONE are ALL FREE!!!! As long as you got a contract plan for about 18 months minimum. N97, Iphone, Satio, HTC, Blackberry all is free. One contract is about 15-20 pound per month and High end phone is about 35-40 pound per month. See!!! back in Singapore, they "FORCE" you to sign 24months contract and make you pay hundreds over to get the phone! Singapore! Money face! Haha...

Actually suppose to be a happy post dunno why I cursing and swearing at them!!! Haha... Anyway, I got my Blackberry!!! Blackberry Curve 8900!!! My birthday present...

BB save the day!!!

2009-10-12T02:36:00.005+08:00

I was discussing with bb to get each other a present a xmas cum birthday present! my birthday is oct and hers is jan. So something she like and able to use will be a good choice... Idea came as some products from APPLE. I know she want it long ago... When I had it, she LOVE playing with it... The fact is in UK, all these stuff is cheap... You are able to sell ur "item" at much higher price here too.

So I decided to try my luck and sell mine here. Posted it in a famous forum worldwide call "Gumtree". In hours, I got a reply...

Hi there Rodman, you have received a reply to your Gumtree posting "ITEM" (ad# 46997621) from judyrawlings1@hotmail.com (Will use "J" in the rest of the entry)
Here's your message:
is it available?180

Reply from me is: Yes. It's still available.

The next mail came in stating something shocking!!!

J:
Thanks for the reply, i will be buying and i am okay with the description of the item.. I'm Currently out of the town and won't be available for pick up. I actually want to buy the items as a Birthday gift for my cousin in oversea of the confirmed address that will be sent to you by PayPal. My mode of payment will be through PayPal in pounds and i will offer you 230pounds for the item including the shipping and handling expenses to him through through royal mail post office. I want you to send to me your PayPal email id, so that immediate payment can be done.if you are new to PayPal, you can easily log on to www.paypal.com and set up an account with them with either your Bank account Information or your Credit/Debit Card details and its simple and easier, just in few secs; you get your account activated. PayPal is very secure and reliable. Get back to me with your PayPal email address if you are still interested

Offering me a much higher price. Is a price I can't find in Singapore. The question is WHY NOT??? Asking place was 180 and was offer 230. Only condition is to send the item to his cousin.

I replied asking where to send the "ITEM" to as I concern about the postage fee at that point of time! 230 pounds is about 530 sin(rate 2.3). It was a good deal!!! I must say!!!

J:
the address will be confirmed by paypal but i think he is in west africa do get back to me asap

I:
Sorry... But I don't really trust Paypal... Of course I am new to it also...

J:
do not panic it secure you get money from them as soon as i made the payment a confirmation will be sent to you that the money had been paid so get your account opened and get back to me with your paypal email address so that i can pay today

Send him a mail on my "NEW" created pay-pal which is only the email add...

I:
Hi there,You send the money already? Got a few offers on hand... around ur price and one is higher... Cause you the first to msg me. So I will ask you first. Pls complete by today. If not I will let go to others. As they offer 230 deal no postage.Thanks.Cheers.Rodman

J:
I will complete the transaction in the next 1hour my network is slow here i will add 20pounds to the amount making 250pounds i will pay soo thanks

J: (After he "MAKE PAYMENT")
This is the delivery address below,Name:Tosin Raji Address:No 8 Sapon Rd, Sapon.Town:Abeokuta.Ogun-StateCountry:NigeriaZip Code:23439. Do get my item posted first thing tomorrow morning via royal mail first classs international sign for.Regards,Judith

I:
I ask him a few question on how to send tracking number and so to paypal without knowing something is already wrong there....

I told bb...

bb... I sold my "ITEM" le!!! She ask to where? I said "NIGERIA"!!!! The next sentence SHOCKED me!!!!

"bb!!! It might be a SCAM!!!!"

I was in total shock and is like the dream fully woken up!!! She goes online and show me some proof and forum on ppl who got conned in the EXACTLY similiar case!!!

Rest of the mail goes like this:

J:
yes it simple as soon as you post the item out you will be given a receipt of postage from the post office there you see a tracking number/bar code forward it to paypal as soon as they receive and verified it the money will be transfered into your account immediately.do get back to me asap

I:
Tomorrow I got class... Latest by tuesday...

J:
Please kindly assist me to send the item first thing tomorrow morning so that it can get there by next week pls do your best to get it posted first thing tomorrow.You can write the delivery address on it now and take it along with you tomorrow thanks

I:
Hi Judith,Sorry... I dun think I will do this deal... It's is risky! I afraid that it might be a scam. Sorry. If you wan I will do make up with cash...http://www.joewein.de/sw/fraud-western-union-bidpay-ebay.htm#moneygram
Rodman

J:
Hello i told you from the onset that i dont do scam i have sent the payment and the money had been removed from my account and will be transfer to yours i will be reporting to the authority now

And I received this!!!

Can you believe it??? FBI!!!! Logo all that in!!!!

The end!

The most funny thing after I go thru all these mails is I dunno why PAYPAL will actually send me a notification to my HOTMAIL when I register with GMAIL account!!! Haha... I received all the notification thru my HOTMAIL.

Luckily bb read a lot of news and actually read on this news... I really din notice about this time and was thinking PAYPAL is famous and is safe to deal with paypal as the middle man!!!

CONFUCIUS once said!!!!

MONEY CAN MAKE A PERSON BLIND!!!!

It's a lesson to me... Nothing on earth come too good to believe!!!Remember!!! There is always bad guy out there!!!!

Wan to sincerely thank my darling for waking me up!!!! Without her, I might just be a victim of a online scam case!!!!

To my girl!

2009-10-04T20:58:00.003+08:00

Today was talking to darling over MSN for HOURS and HOURS.... That is normal!!! Pretty heart pain for her this little one!!! Such a hardworking girl.... Really is... One of the most smart, hardworking girl I ever seen in my life till now... Work her way through to fund her own university tuition fees and maintenance fees... Monday to Friday... Sunday!!! Haiz...

It's not easy I must say... Nv easy to cope with work and study at the same time... I only know 2 person who fund their own education... Lao Wang and bb... Well done... Respectful!!! *Clap clap*

Accompanied her in MSN so she can talk to me whenever she want and also whenever I want... Haha... I woke up about 4 in sin le... So 5 and a half hours... Monitor her... Often she skip meals... So I won't let her do that on SUNDAY!(Sorry... Hehe...) Spoke a few things to improve our relationship which is good... Communciation is important for us! Once got a little misunderstanding that will be harmful to both of us!

Our relationship is out of expectation to many who think oversea relationship dun work... Cause I can say it's works... It really depend on both end how much u willing to give... We are doing great just like those days when I am in singapore. Strong an healthy! This is it! Maintain it and it will be GOOD!!!!

Great Phone caught my attentation!!!

2009-10-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

SONY ERICSSON

XPERIA 2

Such a nice sleeky, sexy phone!!! Well done SE.... If you are free, go to youtube... Type "Sony Ericsson Xperia 2", go and check out the interface!!! Shocking!!!! Really fantastic!!!!

Disappointment

2009-09-30T23:33:00.002+08:00

Last night attended my first event in this university! China is celebrating their 60th national day... So all the chinese come together and put up a short celebration for all student in the school... Of course... As expected.... Only one british student appear! Haha... My friend is performing, so he manage to get me ticket to view...

IT WAS A BIG LAUGHING STOCK and a total disappointment performance!!! I will say a disgrace to organise this type of "unviewable" show!

First, a band do a hyper rock song! Lian Ai ING by MAYDAY...

The music was so loud that it cover the lead singer voice... The music was so loud that will deaf our ear... A lot of background sound! BAD... 2/10 for it...

Second come the magician show...

First magic performed alot see the loophole... Everyone was laughing... And then talk so much for about 20 min to perform the next one... A little too boring! 2/10 again...

Finally... The last performance was again the band which really mess up everything... Came out and tell us to give them few min to re-tune their equipment... But in the end... Still the same problem... Haiz... 2/10...

Overall is really the worst show I even seen...

~ ~ Update ~ ~

2009-09-29T06:39:00.004+08:00

Wow... School started... Class was flooded with PART-TIMERS... 80% is part timer or even closed to 85%... And we got an old man about 50 plus in the class... Really meet up to a sentence! Learning has no LIMITS! Got quite a few module this sem... First day of school and received the BIGGEST assignment... Imagine! 1st day of swimming lesson! And this is what u are being told! "WE ARE GOING TO THE DEEP OCEAN TODAY!" Pathetic!

Trying to get out of the "CHINA CHINESE" circle! They are irritating! Talked loudly in class and dun pay attention in class! After that will ask me and my friend for DIRECT ANSWER! *SICK* They pay to study or pay to get cert??? I dun understand! Come here study and enjoy good food and travel around! Got so much money might as well open a business and dun study! Waste time, money, space and many more... Being the same "color" with them is a bad thing! The English looked at you differently! So I got to get as far as possible! Only Hi, Bye to them! No string attached!

Just returned from Birmingham as I visit cousins and also my uncle. Its was a good meet up with them... Cousin came over to study Msc in Cardiff. Catch up with them and of course had the best meal in my 3 months stay in Newcastle... Uncle brought me for Chinese DIM SUM in the afternoon and night time we had Indian delivery meal(Nann and Prata and Curry)... Finally lunch the next day at a Malaysia delight shop! Sweet sour pork, hor fun, hokkien noodle, Thai fried fish and few more... Uncle also packed a fried rice and mixed meat(Roasted Duck and Char Siew) for me to eat for dinner when I reached Newcastle... It was nice... Nice nice meal...

Things will get real busy for me real soon! Everything will be over real soon(as what many had said)...

Din really cook a lot last month as my friend got me FREE food from mosque... Nice Bryani! Haha... So I only make up one or two special dish.... First... WANTON MEE(bb's menu) and Second PIZZA(did it last night)!!! Only this two I think is more special! Take a look!!!

DSLR Dream!

2009-09-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Went to shop around today as my friend wanted to get DSLR cam... My passion for it is back after edinburgh trip as I got to use my friend DSLR to take some photo... Having to use something I am used to be familiar with is so nice... The feeling of holding it... The Wonderful sound it produced when u press the button!!! Its so HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!

Got a few model in mind...

Canon D450 - £ 499 (S$1147.7)
Nikon D3000 - £ 363(S$834.9) (£429(S$986.7)
Nikon D60 - £ 399 (S$917.7)

Nikon is dirt cheap today and the promotion ends today... Haiz...

Double Check the price online back in Singapore. Seem like Singapore is slightly cheaper than UK... I will definitly get one when I am back in Singapore... DSLR! Wait for me! I will owed one REALLY SOON!!!!

Edinburgh Trip

2009-09-22T19:00:00.007+08:00

E D I N B U R G H, S C O T L A N D

There is lots and lots more photo!!! Sorry I can't possibllypost everything up in my blog! A taste of how Edinburgh look like... And trust me... It worth visiting!!!!

New Parcel Arrived!

2009-09-18T21:56:00.004+08:00

Back from Edinburgh! And this is what I received! A parcel from her! So nice of her... I have been waiting for it to arrived!!! And finally reached me when I returned from my short short trip to edinburgh... Trip photo will be posted very very soon... This post is about the nice cute parcel I received...

The Little cute parcel
This is the "gold" in it!

My cute turtle! Call it hmmm... Mr.T!

New Polo! Nice color... Love it!

My supply for Winter!

Everything I got! It so nice!

THANK DARLING!!!!!

Result time!

2009-09-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

WOW.... Results is out!!!!!

Was wondering when we will get our result... Its one of the academic exam I take since poly days... Got a little worried at first... 3 years nv study is hell to some like me... I still remember when I start school... I was like so sleepy in class... Haha.... After 7-8 weeks of refresher and crush course.... I got 3 exam and did about 6 module... It was a tough course... Timing was tight, study is my leisure at night... But now I have finished all except for one final project... I feel so relaxed! Here my result...

***For family: I promise you all I will top the class.... I hope I top the class... But if I am not, I am happy with my result... I will work harder in final year which won't be that easy.... 1st class is my aim to do parent proud!!! Tell mum and dad about my result... Tell xiao mei, so she can looked up on me and study hard for her Switzerland oversea study...

***For Kris bb: This is for you! Lets work hard together like what we promise each other... Hehe...

***For Lao's: Guys! My first uni result. Share the joy with you guys....

Intro to BSE: 92/100

Air-Con : 95/100

BSE Science: 96/100

Heating system: 83/100

Enviromental Anlaysis: 70/100

Average I got 87/100

**For environmental anlaysis, the teacher is famous for looking down on yellow skin! He alway give average mark to all yellow skin... Last banch they got 55-59.... I got 70 this time round...

70 and above - 1st class
60-69 - 2nd Upper

Time to work harder! But glad all my hard work pay off!

31 Aug

2009-08-31T23:09:00.004+08:00

Have a few site visit after the exam... It will be my workplace soon in MONTHS to come. Putting on that helmet and wearing that NICE YELLOW VEST! Can't imagine that got to come so soon!

In the new sport centre of northumbria uni!

I do looked kind of weird!
Jury! Dun ask me why they do the ultraman sign! I have no IDEA!

Audience! Wahaha...

The judge and his left right hand!

Got my friend to cut my LONG THICK hair for me... Turn out pretty good... Short and able to style it now. But it's not neat cause only use the thinner to cut! Wahaha... But look nice....

Days have passed, weeks have gone... Months away!

It have been about 2 and a half month in Uk and about 2 months in Newcastle... Alot have ask, "settle in already?", "Doing fine there?" etc..... Yup... I have settled in! Doing real good here... Came here with an aim... To get my Degree(1st)! Target has been set and got to work my way thru! No matter what... Thing is fine, I understand the lectures and so. I ask a lot of question till I know what is happening... I pay for this knowledge, got to learn them well...

Talking to brother yesterday and talk till we got to work issue. Seem like my prediction was correct again as Singapore is moving to a green city pretty soon... It will be BIG SCALE... Making all building greenmark certified is nv easy! But this mean I will have JOB in the next 20 yrs to come! Building Surveying is also HOT prospect... Need them to survey all the building... Seem like I am doing fine!

Mum is sick yesterday when I called... Flu and cough.... The normal sickness... Hope she get well very soon... Family is doing very well.... Brother started a new project, sister just returned from an oversea trip, and the rest I am sure they are well as these two will take care of them...

Have been in my dorm for the last few days... Working on my project.... I really have no life here... Project, study, sleep.... Nothing else to do... Is this typical Uni life? I know I will be damn busy when my final year start... I will cope with it... I dun see it as a problem to me.

Kristal started her work and I knew deep down inside her she love the job... millions time more than her previous workplace. All her friends help her, boss give her job to work OT(1.5 x). Really really glad... I always tell ppl, as long as you like the job, dun bother about the pay then... Happiness is everything!!! We are doing fine, in fact it's good. We called each other daily and msn chat at night. Everything is fine, the only thing is she is not psycially here and I am there with her. Which will happened soon.... Just got to endure thru all this... We will go thru together...

"Nothing matters! As long as we are there for each other!"

Exam over!

2009-08-22T06:07:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!!! I finished my exam... Super confident in 1 paper.... 1 paper I knew my mistake straight after my paper which might cause me 15 marks.... Hopefully he mark by step! Just one figure wrong!!! Haiz.... And as for the last paper... Half the paper is cool and good... The other half is like kena smack by lecturer on the face! 4 question and only like 3/4 we know... Haha... Luckily I did not depend on him! Wahaha... So my exam is over... Yeah!!!! Final Yr! Here I come...

Have cook a few "special" dish the pastfew days... haha... O ya! If u have any dish which is simple to cook and prepare just mail me... I will try to cook it... O, it might take awhile... I got a "LOVE MENU" for now! Wahaha... But still I will try! Thank and Enjoy... If u need my secret in cooking some of those dish mail me... I will teach u! Wahaha...

IF RODMAN CAN COOKED, SO CAN YOU!!!!

Black pepper beef with mushroom

Fish with veg and porridge

Ru Zi Mian with Ru Dan

Tuna Salad?
Bake Bean Rice - My style

UK's Cai Fun

Got a little celebration for being one year with that little one!
She advise me to cook something nice and she came out with a western self make!
Its nice indeed...

Just wonder how girls can come out with all these?

Mum, xiao mei, da jie and kris are all great cook!!!

My very own NONYA CURRY RICE!!!!

My pot of Curry!

Recommended online shop

2009-08-17T06:34:00.003+08:00

Halo everyone!!!

This post is to recommend to GALS especially!!! You got it right! I have a web that sell

1. NICE

2. FASHIONABLE

3. Cheap

You can't believe the range they had... FANTASTIC!!! Check them out...

ITCHY BACKSIDE

Highly RECOMMENDED!!!!

Guys! Dun worry... U can shop here and get stuff for ur sis, gf whoever is gals! Maybe ur mum!!! Hehe... Make them fashionable!!!!

Cheers!!!!

Exam Week

2009-08-17T04:54:00.003+08:00

Hi all....

Thank for viewing my blog... For some who visit everyday or weekly or whenever you free... Thank a lot.. My life here is fine... Of course, through those picture I posted, you can see that I learn a lot not just my on what study here....

I learn how to live with stranger from other country... How to make sure things goes well in my hostel and not like I dun like him/her! Lot of things happened one... Very very weird one... Like your stuff in fridge... Haha...I remember I still have a bit more than what I have... Its will just vanished... Nobody there... No fingerprint or note as I am not from the CSI:United Kingdom... Like once, Effendi(My only SINGAPORE friend) and I bought some chicken and we fried it for our lunch the next day... When we woke up the next day.... Only left like one third of them... Who eat it??? No one know... I fret up... PASTE a BIG note saying....

GOT FOOD THEFT!!!!! BEWARE OF YOUR FOOD!!!!!

Wahaha.... At that time only 5 person living in this flat... Me, fendi and one chinese lady and 2 chinese guy... The lady won't steal food de, cause it deep fried stuff, fattening for them... I know is who... Just want to embrassess the person... Haha...

I learn to cook... This plus that = "This and that" This is my equation! Who say cooking no equation? I remember my secondary math teacher say, "You know what? Math is very very important... Everyday you will use it one! No matter what you do..." True ar! See... Cooking is my other "degree" I achieving here...

Next week I will be doing my bridging course exam... Its so fast... After next week, I will be more relax and focus on my final bridging course project before I proceed into the final year of Building Services! Wish me luck!!! I will do well!!!

Start of August!!!

2009-08-09T21:56:00.005+08:00

The 2nd letter I received!
Love Menu! Kris's Receipe!!!
She write every single letter and draw all the pic herself!!
Paste on the wall! Will take a look whenever I want to eat something I crave!!!
3 Aug - The best I ever ate!!! Nasi Goreng!!! Really near prefect!!! I am in love with this dish!
3 Aug - Plus a little side dish! Lettuce with Osyter Sauce(Bb's love menu)
4 Aug - Creamy Pasta!!
5 Aug - Fried Mee plus boil fish with Chinchalok
6 Aug - Chicken Rice plus boil fish with Chinchalok(Mum's receipe)
7 Aug - New dish, Curry veg (Bad) Curry no taste!! Only spicy! The smell of the Asam Curry powder!

First Parcel!

2009-08-01T06:26:00.006+08:00

My as usual dinner!
My hai-nan chicken rice lunch box
I have never thought of cooking a good chicken rice so soon. First is the rice, I can't manage to get the estimation for the water in ratio to the rice. Is either a bit sticky and a bit dry, bb told me to keep trying and I manage to cook this very nice chicken rice in my 2nd attemp. I give myself a 8/10 for this. Told my friend to try, and even he say nice! I am a little bit proub of myself! Wahaha. Whatever it is, I can never match my mum famous "Yellow Chicken Rice". That's number 1 in my heart!

Woke up and opened my letter box b4 heading to school, it's EMPTY! Pretty disappointed cause I hope to see my letter informing me to collect my PARCEL, but it just din appear!

After school, I head back and try my luck again! The moment I opened, I saw this little NOTE telling me to collect my parcel! I was so happy. Really happy. But because there is a timing to collect parcel, I got to wait for about an hour. Once the clock strike 3pm. I hurry down to the post room and retrieved my PARCEL. The In-Charge took awhile to find the parcel, and when he hand me the parcel, he said "It's Heavy, Careful!!" I thought he was joking! When I hold on to it, it really weight quite a bit! I received a SIZE 4 box! Wow!!! My first Parcel!
The moment I reached my room, I opened the parcel with bb in Skype, this is what I saw inside! All the sauces! Fantastic!!!!
I took out every single pack slowly and sharing with bb, telling her how much I missed all this and asking her how to cook it with! She took her time to teach me this sauce goes well with what veg and so! Really thankful to her, I can cooked out all this simple dishes. In singapore, she came over to cook with me to train me to cook for myself here.

I shocked my friend when he enter my room. The items in the parcel can filled 1/3 of my bed. Take a look!!!
These sauce will be my rice's friend! Will only use it when I am running out of ideas of what to cook, or any day I wan to award myself!!!
All this sambal chilli will be use till it dry off! Every single drop, I will finished them. I din expect "MAGGI CHILLI SAUCE", "Chinchalok Chilli Sauce" and "SAMBAL Chilli" to be delivery!

Bb, Thank for the "Cai-Xing"! Really happy to have that for porridge! I missed it!

THANK MUM!!!! YOU KNOW I LOVE THE CHINCHALOK CHILLI of yours!!!!
Bro Aazac! Thank for the Chicken Rice Paste! Now I can opened a mini chicken rice store here! Haha!!! Bb once said b4, "Chicken Rice is ALL MAN's Favourite!" I dun denied that! It's really is!
Now all these item below is recommended by my dearest bb! I told her I wan the instant noodle of Asian taste and she really manage to get for me! Thank you so much! 4 packets is good enough! I will ration them properly. Hehe...
Seaweed!!! Fantastic! And the "Cai-Pu"!!! Wow!!! Simple ingredients! But can cook tasty dish!!!Bb's brain really good! Can think of all this! Seriously! I can nv think of all this ingredients!!!
My drink! Milo!! Coffee and Tea!!!!
THANKS BB!!! I know this thumbdrive brought u some trouble! Having u to walk to Sim Lim Square urself and on the way still spoil your beloved heel!!! Sorry BB!!! THANKS A MILLION!!!!!

Thank!!! I need these for exam! Wahaha! Thank!!!

Having to stay oversea to study is not simple task! I thought it will be fine, but got a lot of things I got to do it myself! Last time, when I was hungry, I will eat cup noodle or walk down to kopitiam to eat! Dinner time, mum will cook out fantastic dishes with SOUP! Now, got to cook and prepare myself! Simple??? Bread or biscuit! Abit more?? Hmmm... Maggi Dry! Mood to cook??? I will put chicken or so!Not enough stuff? Go supermarket and top up! All the stuff is done by myself! Haiz!!!

THANK to my
BB, MUM, Bro Aazac, Sis Cheryl, Bro Wang!!!!

Thank you all for spending time to shop for all these stuff!
Thank for spending time packing the stuff.
Thank for going to post and send the Parcel to me!
Thank for spending so much $$ in this!
Thank! Thank! Thank!

Sunderland

2009-07-27T06:20:00.007+08:00

After a tiring and heretic week! I plan for a short getaway for Friday evening and Saturday to recharge myself. So went round the town area on Friday evening to see the night life and also the scenery of Newcastle.

Sat, I visited Angle of the North and coastline of Sunderland and a winter garden in Sunderland. Nothing special about the garden, quite disappointing! But the coast was a real good choice. Got an Air show going on but my friend and I missed it, but we go for the coast and not the show, so it's still alright. Wahaha... Ok... You guys enjoy my photo. More will be in Facebook! Hehe... Blog soon!!!

I just love to climb!
This is for mum! I know u love flower!!!

On Tyne Bridge
Nice? bb named it "THE END OF WORLD"! The name suit it!
Sitting on Tyne Bridge!!!

Inside the famous SEASHELL! The Sage!!!
The Millennium Bridge
Quayside!
Just love the view!
My Uni!!
Do I look like him/her???
Love the view behind me!!! It's so relax looking at them!
SOMEONE said I look like Bangladesh worker! I thought its nice!
Under The Angle of the North

The "Chio-est" in Sunderland I think!
Just

My first attempt to cook porridge!
After a tiring day, I finished up my "OVERCOOKED" leftover for dinner.
Rodman's CHICKEN rice
I did it! The CHICKEN rice mum bought me!!
Just a simple veg to go along with my rice!

My meal!

2009-07-23T04:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry, been busy with my school work. Din blog for 5 days! Sorry to those who worried(if any).... Haha... Updated of what I learn to cook!!!! Haha.... Enjoy!

** Feel free to drop me a note or mail if you are have nice food to share with the poor me! Be reasonable la... Dun tell me LOBSTER, CHILLI CRAB all this!!!!**

bb.. I bought le! Soya Sauce!!!
Doughnut with raspberry. Breakfast or snack!
22 July, Dinner: Local "CURRY" instant noodle! one word "S**KED"
21 July, Dinner, Salmon big feast!
20 July, Lunch: Chicken Wrap(Self-made) Taste FANTASTIC!!!

20 July, Dinner: Fried Chicken with Chilli Dong Fen
Prawn Cracker. I fry one!!!

19 July Dinner: Fried Chicken with PLAIN rice!
19 July, Breakfast: ALMOST full English breakfast! Wahaha...
18 July, Lunch: Baked bean with bread!

18 July, My best dinner ever??? Black pepper chicken with seafood
18 July, My breakfast! Soup with bread(expiring) Haha!!

2009-07-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

My Messy Table
My "New" room
My breakfast on 15 July
My creation! Egg with luncheon meat plus cheese!
Salmon for Dinner on 15 July
Salmon with Dry Maggi on 15 July
My Dinner on 17 July
Creamy Mushroom Pasta

Change of add!

2009-07-14T03:15:00.002+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen! I have shifted to the following address. If you sending me a post, pls use this add! Wahaha... O! If you sending me MONEY, tell me! I give you the account number!!! JK...

Flat D24, Room 4
Lovaine Flats
University Precinct
Newcastle Upon Tyne
NE1 8SU

My previous flat mates is very noisy! I can't study there... They slammed the door like free la! And took the whole kitchen to play poker! Can you believe it? How can a Outstanding Chef like me cook at that environment? Right?? Wahaha... Update your mail, organizer, email, PDA, database or what so ever!!! Wahaha...

French toast!

2009-07-11T17:33:00.002+08:00

Surprise!!!!

Bb told me some time ago about having french toast for breakfast... Went to get egg and stuff last week... And I had FRENCH TOAST for breakfast today! Woke up at about 10am and prepare and cook them. Hehe... Yeah...

bb... You proud of me?? Hehe...

My new invention!

2009-07-09T05:33:00.003+08:00

This is my yesterday dinner!!! Maggi mee dry with "Lao Gan Ma" Chilli!!! Nice!
Preparing my dinner! Got the "Mi Ji" from bb!!!

1. Boil the noodle (I use vermicelli)
2. Put Oil in a pot/pan
3. Put "noodle" in
4. Put whatever I wan(this case I got hotdog and luncheon meat)
5. Put seasoning (I use black pepper sauce)
6. Add a bit of water

Seriously, it's not awful at all... In fact, it taste nice... Haha... I am good!!! Hehe... Now I got a problem! I can't cook rice cause I dun have a rice cooker in my hostel! I saw in the net say use microwave can cook... Do anyone know?? bb... Can help? Hehe...

Formula:

Two parts water for every part of rice. -- I cook for 1 person. How many cup of rice? 1/4? 1/2? 3/4? Haha... Hope someone know out there... BB.. should know about this! She is so smart! Teach me how to cook! Hahaha.... :p Cya!

1st day of school!

2009-07-06T16:05:00.002+08:00

First day of school! Hope it ends early so I can come back to see my bb!!! Hope her first day of school is smooth for her and not too tiring for her! Love you silly girl! Going to school!!!

My first meal!

2009-07-05T05:37:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys but this post is purely for Kristal, my bb!'

BB... Thank for all the suggestion early on in the afternoon of mine and evening of yours! All ideas all brilliant!

I already put a string across the pipe to the book shelf... Wash all my "flag"! Wahaha... No place to wash my jeans! Later when all these dry! I will wash my jeans! Wahaha... Your smart brain save me dunno how much! One wash is £2 and drying is £1! Wash once a week will cost me £156 per year! Wash once in 2 week will cost £78!!!! THANK A MILLION my dear! Now I think will only wash once in 2 months or so! Wahaha... Save £££!!! Yeah!

Went to supermarket just now and bought a few more stuff! In order to finish my bread by tomolo. I bought Baked Bean! Yeah... Will heat it up and eat with bread! 4 for £1! Cheap! Wahaha...

I listen to you... I must learn to cook in order to save more and not sick of bread! See photos!!!

This is the rice! £0.73!

Spaghetti! £0.39!

This is my final creation! Chicken Frank Spaghetti!

It is seriously nice! Wahaha... Thank a lot! If not your encouragement, I dun think I will cooked! Only bread and instant noodle for me! Wahaha...

Thank a lot once again! Muackz!!!!!

2009-07-04T04:32:00.002+08:00

Just had a long 1 hour video talk with my dear... Its was good. Really good. We got more understanding of each other and know each other problem... Really love the talk just now. Only thing is it make my dear dear sleep late. Sorry bb... Hope you enjoy the talk just now too...

Video of Anna

2009-07-04T04:17:00.001+08:00

See how she wear her shoe!

Her walking style is nice!!

She is just so cute!!

Anna!

2009-07-04T01:49:00.007+08:00

P.S: Bb... See I promise you more photo of my little niece, Anna! Hehe...

Went to strawberry plucking with my cousin and this little devil! She learn to talk at a age of 2! Fantastic right? She can say "Ah-ma", "Ah-E", "Jiu Jiu" and lots more. Wahaha... See at all these cute photo... Enjoy!!

This is how big the strawberry is!
Eating on the go! Pluck and Eat the best way to be!
Rabbit really interest her alot! Wahaha...
Whatever!!!!!

She really love ice-cream! And this is the end of story!

BB... This is the place which I mentioned to you saying it is damn BIG!!! See... This is only the house and its garden! He still got a plot of land open to public for picnic and so! 6500 Acre which is 26304566 square meter. Can you imagine??

The rest is just Anna!!! My cute little niece!

Lonely start now!

2009-07-03T06:51:00.005+08:00

Bid "good bye and take care" with my cousin and aunt! Thanks them for their care and treatment for the last 10 days. Good meal and leisure. All was good. Extra cash helped me to get my stuff for uni. Printer, table kettle and all my stuffs(tissue, basic utensil and so)...

Finally is really alone in U.K, in a place where I dun have relatives, buddies around. Turn left is "Ang Moh", turn right is still "Ang Moh". Haiz... Walking back to my hostel just now after bidding good bye. Journey seem so long and far, lonely in the windy night. Really really hope my hand is holding to my bb's little hand. Really hope I can talk to her, hug her...

Lucky I made up my decision to come for UK for a yr and not Aust for 2.5-3 yrs. I dunno how I can stand that period of time. Lucky I made a wise decision in this. I just need to endure a yr, just a yr...

Now is July, looking forward to the:

11th - something special happen
23rd - Sha's birthday

August

6th - Sister's birthday
11th - something special happen - Extreme important
26th - Lao's chairman birthday

Sept

11th - something special happen
22th - Younger sis's birthday
25th - Mum's birthday

Oct

11th - something special happen, ah pei's birthday
27th - Ong's Birthday

Nov

11th - something special happen

Dec

11th - something special happen
25th - Christmas Day
31st - Countdown to 2010

Jan '10

1st - New Year - Count down to my return to Singapore
11th - something special happen
31st - BB's birthday

Feb '10

11th - something special happen
14th - Valentine's Day - Important!!
25th - Zhang's Birthday

Mar '10

2nd - Brother's Birthday
11th - something special happen, Qin's Birthday

April '10

11th - something special happen
18th - Choo's Birthday

May '10 - Exam period

11th - something special happen
31st - Dad's Birthday

June '10

11th - something special happen

July '10

FLYING BACK HOME!!!!!

See every month seem so pack for me. Ha...

This photo is taken today... Share with you guys!

P.S: BB... Wait for my return!!! k?

Hostel

2009-07-01T22:12:00.003+08:00

Just reached my hostel. Pretty small... Take a look...

Life will be like a prison for me for a yr. This place is quiet... Good for student... I will strive hard for everyone behind me...

Aim to graduate with 1st class!

Min a 2nd upper!

Time to work hard rod!

Jia You!!!

2009-06-30T02:58:00.003+08:00

Got into a small misunderstanding with my dear again... Went to watch Transformers and actually forget to switch to normal mode after that... Got 11 Missed call from her... She got a little angry with me saying what if she die that moment... Its my stupid mistake. I nv been so careless b4... Haizz... Feel guilty... Lucky she is kind enough to forgive me in the end. Thank you bb...

Anyway just wan to apologise her... I really din mean it, I forget to turn off the silent mode. Sorry bb...

Blogging is to express yourself and not just happy stuff ever the bad stuff... U can blog anything u wan. I wan to know how u doing, what is happening around u. Is through all this blogging and twitter-ing then I can know what is happening to you. All this will help eventually... I will adjust to your timing... Dun worry k... 12midnight is your wake up time. 1am is ur departure for work time. 11am is your knock off time. 5pm is your midnight. I got all this in my head already. Stuck in it! Nv get out and will nv get out.

Believe me... We will go thru this together!!! k?

Remember? MJ's song? You are not alone?

You are not alone

2009-06-29T05:48:00.003+08:00

BB told me I must listen to this sound and listen to the lyrics carefully and this is what I heard!!!

"Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone..."

I love the part saying

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

So nice... So sweet...

Thank bb... This is my favorite now... And really really this part will walk us thru this yr... U and I are not alone! U r always in my heart and so do I!

2009-06-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

Got into a big fight with bb this morning... HAiz... Thought it was a morning surprise for her as she start her work on sunday and I know she got monday to friday work as usual... Its so tiring for her!! Got into a big fight... I know its because I keep going out with my cousin and no time to video call her and we are 7 hr different in time... After this week... It will be better as I am going up to Newcastle on wednesday and friday my cousin will leave... And I will have the time to wait for my bb...

P.S: Sorry my dear... We try again k? Sorry about this morning!

Video

2009-06-27T06:10:00.001+08:00

Thought of sharing video with u all too..

This is the Guard Changing parade.

This is the view of MUFC Stadium...

London

2009-06-27T01:30:00.013+08:00

Been to london for a short 4 days trip. Din really enjoy it as one of my cousin can't walk too much and I on the other hand love to walk and save money... Haha... Ok words short and more photo... BB will scold me later if I talk too much... Haha... Jk... she won't scold de... she so nice to me... Ok... For those who still blur blur... I am 7 hours behind singapore time. ur 7pm is my noon time(same date) k??

Been to london 10 yrs ago... Image of london was quiet, clean, big place and the ppl are nice. Till today, I conclude, London is no longer quiet and is actually quite small as the "tube" is covering every single corner of the city. The place is still very clean(very surprise as I can hardly find a bin around) and the ppl are still very nice. Show you some photo....

**Tower of London**

The post box of London!

The old Phone booth!!

This building is cover with real plant!!! Interesting!!!

Walking by the street...

Ripley Believe it or not!
Million Dollar Mini!!! Full of crystal!!!

This two photo on below is for my buddy, Lao Wang. Rest assure ur lips is doing fine!!!

She is named the "WORLD UGLIEST WOMAN"

His lip is BIG enough to cover his nose.

London Dungeons

PS: bb... This is the horrible place I been!!! So scary.. Hope u are with me there...
Sorry about the photo darkness... No flash allow!!!!

Standing on the famous London Bridge

**Lunch**

BB... Straw-berry with waffle... Hope I can have it with u!!!

This TABASCO is bigger than my hand! Believe it??

I been into this special PUBLIC toilet!!! Cool!!!!

Harrods.... The most expensive Mall in London!!!

They have very nice desserts bb... I took all these photo for u!!!

Italian Pizza! My Dinner!

Outside Buckingham Palace... Guard Changing Parade...

** this is done daily!!! Can u imagine??

~The London Eye~

~~The Westminster~~

2009-06-26T07:22:00.003+08:00

Had a little quarrel with my little love when i was in London... First quarrel since I left. She say I slanged my English and disgust her. Say I am a totally changed person. Lose Faith in me. Say I impatience.

I say "but why" in a very English way that why it started all this.

I am sorry that I shouldn't have done it. Sorry my dear... Promise I won't change when I get back k? Those words left me in blank mind yesterday... I find them hurting me... I have no one to turn to... I wonder why at time I will speak like that at times. Haiz... Hope my little one will forgive me.

Love you my dear... I am still me I assure u!!!!

jack the ripper

2009-06-26T07:15:00.003+08:00

Arrived London… The city was busy… Everyone on the phone, in coat with a briefcase…. Just like Suntec and CBD in singapore. Went to check-in @ our hotel but can’t as the time isn’t right yet. So we proceed for our lunch @ Burger King. Once we check-in, they planned what they want to visit and we set off for it. I dun have a place to visit in mind cause in my mind only her and internet…. Where do I get internet access to chat with her? Haha… Sorry…

Our 1^st stop is the famous “Jack the Ripper” tour. The story goes something like this….

Brief:

In the old days, year 1888…. There is no such thing as “I had a house or apartment” They always rent a bed in the lodging house in the daily basic… One night is 4p (4 cents in UK). 4p is “BIG” those days. Able to buy warmth for a night or a glass of alcohol. And those days lady will prostitute themselves to earn the 4p for either alcohol or a night in the lodging house.

Victim 1:

Victim 1 was found at a back alley by a guy who works in the slaughter house. He saw a bundle of rats on the floor with a cloth. He went to lift up the cloth and what he see next disgust him. Her neck slash open, stomach was slash open with all internal organs being thrown all over. He reported to police about it and the police carry on from there.

The body was sent to the doctor and concludes that the killer is someone who knows about slashing meat which leads them to the person who “found” her… After investigation, police was happy enough to believe that he is not the one. That brings the police to a dead end with no clue in hand.

Victim 2:

Victim 2 was found in a stormy day by a police who is on patrol on a horse. When she was found, her body was still dry. The police was puzzled for awhile and it can only say that it is a fresh kill. Victim 2 was only “half” done. Her neck was slashed open and that it. Why? You must be asking yourself. Yup!! THAT RIGHT!!! When the knife is about to goes down to the stomach, the killer heard the horse galloping sound. Only police ride a horse in those days, the sound getting louder and louder and he does not have enough time to “finish” his work.

Victim 3:

Victim 3 dies the same day as victim 2. The killer can’t satisfy his eager, he strike again the same night. Victim 3 dies very very horrible. Same as Victim 1, she had her neck slash and stomach slash open, but this time he cut her face somemore. Poor victim!

Victim 4:

Victim 4 was found in a back alley too… But this alley is name “the most dangerous alley in London”. Same as the previous victim, same outcome and same way.

Victim 5:

Victim 5 was killed in her room. She die the worst as the body was slash and flip open like a book. Her heart was gone.

This is a very famous story in London cause till now, no one knew who is the killer. They only know he is call “Jack the Ripper”. I find this story very very interesting and exciting thought my bb will like it.

P.S: bb… See if u can find this book in Singapore. Very nice story and I am sure u will like it. Just for u. Haha…

price

2009-06-22T14:01:00.002+08:00

Stuff in UK is really ex... Till I fear to shop... Although I keep aside sum for vacation. But I notice I still think awhile and din buy after that...

Transport is a killer here... from 1.7 pound to 20-50 pound.
Taking a Bus will cost 1.7 pound per trip (About S$4)
Taking a Train will cost about 3.1 pound per trip (About S$7.5)
Taking a Taxi will cost u a hole in your pocket... Very ex.... 20-50 pound ( About S$48-120)

Went for some dim sum with my cousin and aunt yesterday...
Each dim sum is 2.6 pound (About S$ 6.3)
One noodle is about 5-7pound (About S$ 12-17)

Went to supermarket
One bottle of plain water is about 43p-1.3pound (S$1 - 3.20)
Can easily get a meal there for about 2 pound. A sandwich cost less than 2 pound. Pizza is 2 pound. Pie, bread, salads and so are about 2 pound. Maybe that will be my food for the rest of my stay. I will learn to cook... Will try sometime when I am free... Haha...

K la... Going to take some rest... still early here... Haha... 7:20am...

Visit MUFC

2009-06-22T00:30:00.008+08:00

Finally completed my 16 hours trip to U.K... And also found a Hotspot for me to go online...Its the worst trip ever.... First is I feel sick... Feverish... Second is to left a bunch of buddies behind... Third... Is my family, fourth, which is the most important is her(my bb)... Ever since we are together, we are seeing each other almost everyday.. Dare to say about 90% of the time... But now... One yr... I missed her so much that tears keep rolling down... Feeling lonely and sick is bad... Really bad... In hotel, I was so weak that I din eat my dinner and went to bed at about 8pm(UK time). The room was so hot... Very hot... Its ok... 1 yr... is just a blink of my eye.... BB... I will be back very very soon...

Since I was 10, Man U already in my heart and have been following them ever since... Yesterday, I visited them.... The Famous.... OLD TRAFFORD!!!!! God... I can't believe what I see when the cab approached.... Is like... 14 yrs and I am finally here.... God.... Keep taking photo there...

In Front of the Stadium!

@ the South Stand (The Munich Tunnel)

Famous Great Trinity of Manchester United...

Man U ORIGINAL Store....

The Trophy Man U gotten!!!!
Glory Man U!!

Zhang... This is for you! Think I am the last to visit him!! Haha..

Zhang... This is for you too!

BB... All Giggs one for you! Just for you my dear!! Hehe..

See how fast is your shooting bro!!

Entering the Stadium!!! Excited moment!!

Its really fantastic in there... And Guys trust me... The field is not that BIG!!! Its quite normal compare to singapore.... Haha... Worth the money(Maybe I am a Man U fan).. Haha.. kk... Blog till here... Anyway, UK is 7 hours behind Singapore... Keep in touch k? Bye for now...

P.S: BB, I will update this asap.... All ur gift will not be forgotten... Number 1 in my heart... Muackx....

Preparing for departure

2009-06-16T10:37:00.003+08:00

Time ticking second by second... I am leaving for study this Friday... Just 3 days away... See what my room had turned into!!!! Messy isn't just the word to use! Just take a look urself! Wahaha...

This machine below is my good friend! Mr.suck air~! All thank to my beloved bb, she introduced me this big zip lock bag that can compress my THICK, FAT, BULKY clothing.... So useful!!! Wahaha...

This will be my first post for this new blog.... More to come... Promise... Update urself about me here... Will post lots of stuff here while I am in UK....

Assurance

2009-04-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

Dear Kristal bb,

Sorry for what happened earlier this week... I know we have been through a lot together... Last week was tough and rough... Things get messy and out of hand... You and I get frustrated with each other easily... Sorry... For now, we will go through whatever is in front of us together...

Bb... Hope you understand about my responsibility on my work. Having a lot of pressure at work and no one to turn to. This feeling is bad... I will try to manage it next time. My heart and soul for you, you should be able to feel it right? You are not my responsibility k?? I nv fail to appear in your shop to accompany u till you closed shop. Nv fail to answer your call when u called. Nv fail to get you what u need. I not doing all this for nothing. I know I love you. I won't mind doing all this. As long as I can hang a smile on your face.

At times when friends or what ask me out, I did not ask you along cos they din ask and its not very nice to bring u as they all are not bringing also. If one of them bring, I will defineitily ask you along. I give you my words for this.

My whole family likes you, whenever I packed home food for you, my mum will tell me to get fish for you, you like it. My dad will ORDER me to take more of this and that. Haha... Dunno why? So weird. Maybe u bride them behind me... haha...

Months with you, we have learnt a lot from each other... Still got more to come right? I will continue to teach you more and you too, got to teach me things I dunno... k??

Thanks for letting me play soccer yesterday, its was good. The deep heat helped a lot, all the pain is not there. Thanks for everthing... But at the end, I feel a bit bad, you went home early cos you dun wan to miss the last train... I enjoyed myself fully but not you. I think you only enjoy about 85%. Sorry bb...

I know its tough for you... Sorry bb... Love you!!!!

I am crazy!!!

2009-02-27T22:00:00.001+08:00

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

more more

2009-02-27T21:58:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

2009-02-27T21:56:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

About me

2009-02-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

My Love one

2008-11-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

1.03am...
Time ticking slow...

1:04am... (start raining)
Just finished sms-ing baby... She must be tired, after a long day of test and a short dating we been thru still have to entertain me... Sorry baby... Went to Boon Lay to shop and had our dinner there... Very very sweet moment we had... Xiao Liang Kou!!! Hehe... Of course, as usual... Because of me, baby accompany me for movie... We watched CHI-WA-WA show!!! Haha... Very nice and funny show... Can see she enjoy it too... hehe.. O... Did I mention?? Jurong Town Hall Chiwawa??? hehe... Somewhere in her house!!! haha... After show, baby went shopping around... Should I called it the "speed shopping"?? Shop are closing and we wanted to shop around for our new year cloths... hehe... End of the day, I enjoyed this moments alot...

1:15am
She start to get emo just now after she read my blog... yes... I know all previous post is sad sad post... I post not to let her reflect on what happened.. but for me! To remind me, not to do this again!!! Will upset her... All post is for me...

1:20am
Dun question about ur ability to make me happy... U did it... Already had... Always had... yes... All your words and action impact me! I take them very seriouly!

To me, the top priority is to make you enjoy every moment in life... Let laughter surround u... It is not selfish of you to drag me into ur emotion... It will be if you do not drag me into it... That mean you dun treat me as your love one...

1:30am
The part when u scream at me, yes! I was very hurt! But I know u suffer more than I had, and have no choice but to do it... I know by doing that you will feel much better... I can take it!!! No problem with me... I placed you in front of me! I care for you more than me... I dun care ppl say I stupid or wat... All I wan is you to be a cheerful gal of mine! I wan ppl to envy you when u have someone like me to dote you!

1:40am
Baby... In case you read my blog... I want you to know... I really enjoy myself all the time I spend with you...

I know I am like a log to you at times... Sorry.... I dunno how to put my feeling into words...

Sometimes it seem like I am not listening to you talking, the truth is I am... But I am thinking of the reply I should give...

1:50am (Raining Cats and Dogs)
Baby... I begged you... Dun let this affect us! Let us progress smoothly... Hit-up is part of a relationship... To what I see... We are doing great... Really... Do you still trust me? Believe me? Love me? Do you?

Sweet Silly Stinky Sleepyhead!

2am (Can't Sleep)
Writing off..... LOVE YOU KRISTAL CHNG!!!!

Bad Sunday

2008-11-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Saturday night was beautiful for us... At least for me... Cos I make her walk a distance to Faber Point! Yes... Dun guess... I went to Mount Faber last night... The scenery there really is great... The light of the city is like a candle light in front of you... Some more I spent it with the person which is most important to me, whom I love most too... Here come Sunday and I thought Sunday will end beautifully like yesterday... But I was totally wrong! It went the other way...

At first was still fine, but when things start to change. It blind me and stab me in my heart... I can feel its bleeding... I must agreed that it's really tough to balance things in life... No one will be ever happy! Either he is rich but no love, or the other way. I dare to say no one is living happily ever after...

To me, you are really very good already.
Being able to shoulder whatever you been through the past months...
Being able to pay for your own uni fees...
Being able to balance school, work and relationship...

All these are not easily achieved by any Tom, Dick or Harry out there. You are such a strong girl. It really blessed having you as Rodman's Girlfriend... No regrets.

Tonight is the first time, you ever shouted at me through the phone. And you break down and cry after that... Its really hurtful but I know you must have suffer much more and have no choice to release it... I just regret that I can't be by your side when you let go! Sorry... I know, you have been hearing "sorry" from me... And sometime you might think its nothing to you. I am really sincere in saying them. Hope you have felt them...

No matter what happened... You have me! I will nv ignore you, I am always there saying "Dear, I love you!"

2008-11-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Stupid!!
Fool!!
Idiot!!
Dumb Ass!!
Brainless!!
Bastard!!
FAILURE!!

All this words suit me perfectly!!! Dun you think so!!

She is so sad, frustrate and pissed this few days and yet as her boyfriend I can't do anything . How can I make this relationship more colors for her? My brain appear a lot of "How" now... I always wanted to give her the best as long as I can sustained. Seeing her smile and having fun everyday will be the best gift for me. Dun like her to be stressed, frustrate and flare about some issue! I have only one request!!! Let me throw away all her unhappiness and flood her with the world of mine!

Sadness and Happiness

2008-11-20T13:46:00.000+08:00

Even since I returned from Indon... We have been meeting each other almost everyday... Really happy... So blessed to get to see her almost everyday... She brought me happiness and joy, wash away my frustration and anger... Her 'guai lian' plus the hand sign melt my heart every time. Love spending time with her... She is really my precious dear...

Dunno why I keep making her angry or should I say is hurting her? I really dun wan this to happen... Dun wan to make her angry giving me the upset face... I wan her cute face that melt me...

Once is the issue when I need the car and my brother is late. Got a bit pissed off... Dun wan her to get scolding when she get home and on the other hand my brother forget the time to get home.

The other is the issue on the way to ECP cycling, thought we can enjoy ourselves to the fullest but was ruined in the start when I talk her words too seriously.

The next is what happened yesterday, leaving her behind and went around ordering food.

I really din mean to do all these... Din mean to make her tears... Din mean to make her flare.. Whatever you say, I take it seriously because in my heart you are the one and only!

Sorry is always the word in my heart and really feeling uncomfortable seeing her having these feeling... I am not very good in words when these things happened. I only know the word "sorry"...

Since she move into her ma-ma house, thing seem to be a bit messy for her. Room too pack to sleep 5 people. House too noisy for her to study. I felt very useless and like a failure. Can't do anything to help her. Only can provide my house, room, and bed for her rest and study in a better environment! Hope things will be smooth for her real soon. Dun wan to see my baby being flooded with unhappiness...

I will try to be better than ever, to be the one and only guy in her. Will shower her with whatever I have. Love and care!

I LOVE YOU SWEET SILLY A LITTLE STINKY SLEEPYHEAD!!!

Guardian Angel

2008-11-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

Guardian Angel??

Am I the one??

I hope so...

Things have been messy for you...

Tough to get thru!

But having me to walk it thru...

I cannot predict anything in near future!

But know how to react to overcome it!

All impossible thing also can be done!

Dun worry too much...

GOT ME AROUND!!!

IMPOSSIBLE - - I---M---POSSIBLE

Boring Sunday

2008-11-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

Today is a SUPER boring SUNDAY for me... Nothing to do at home... Nothing to do outside... Basically, sitting at home and ROT!!!!! My sticky is at work, now her workplace got video cam cannot go visit her so frequent le... later boss scold her... haiz...

Very worried for my dear... She is being surrounded by a lot of unhappy stuff... Why luck is not by her? Can I transfer all my luck to her??? Willing to give her everything I have... Its really unfair for her to take all these stuff by herself... I want to help her in all this so she can focus on her study! Pls pls pls... Stop making her feel so lost and confuse! I will take her place!

To Dear:

Pls... dun worried about anything k? I am here in your life to help you to shoulder all these! I believe I can do it! Dun like to see you in frustrated or worried mood! I want you to be happy always with no worries....

Having my love to shower you in everyday life!

Having me by your side to share my joy with you!

Having me just me in your life!

Honda Stream

2008-11-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

After a LONG wait my car... Finally arrived.... HONDA STREAM STYLE!!!!

Enough of saying... Pic talked!

The reason why my interior is red and black. Cos me and my bro want to have a different feeling when we enter the car. Outside is pearl white so the car look BIG bcos of its color... Inside has a deep tone so to bring another feeling to the people inside... Hehe...

Happy mood in Singapore

2008-11-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

THE LOVER

Happy... Finally back to Singapore from that "Bird also dun lay egg" Country.... Haha... Missed some1 so much... Happy now, as she returned to my side and we had our happily ever after.... Haha... Yesterday was a surprise belated birthday celebration with my baby... A surprise that will bring me to heaven...

GV GOLD CLASS

High School Musical 3

This is like a fantastic celebration... Love my baby so much....
THANK FOR EVERYTHING BABY!!!!

B4 movie we ate Pastamania... Haha... Baked Rice and Pasta... So nice... Haha... When we go in for movie, we had Nacho and Brownie(My so-called birthday cake) Haha...

I really had a great time with her yesterday... One of the greatest time together... More to come baby... hehe... Love you....

Leaving

2008-10-22T04:44:00.000+08:00

4:40am 22 Oct 08

Morning... Preparing to leave camp for Medan soon...

Miss a lot of things...

But only one is the most important...

My Baby(kris)...

Take care baby... Got so much to tell you... Anything just drop me a msg will get back to you asap...

Miss you baby...

Love you baby...

See u in a week time...

Dunno why

2008-10-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

Days past one by one...
Laughter and joy surrounded us...
Love and concern we both have!
Future awaits with an obstacles in front!
Cross the obstacles and we both have....

HAPPINESS!!!!

Dear dear... Think we both are seriously addicted to each other... I like it this way... Spending time with you, ever is 5 min I get to see you and hold your hand... I will be glad and happy... I like this Monday so much, after a dinner with you, walk around and landed by the "sea".... So nice and quiet, like only the two of us exists in the world... I promise to bring you to enjoy these type of romances together...

Thank you for the following:

- Show showering your love on me
- Accepting me as your boyfriend
- Take care of me
- Give in to me (at times)
- Batam Trip
- Teaching me a lot of things
- Spending time with me despite your busy schedule
- For Wonderful time together

Sorry for the following:

- Your phone bill
- Being such a jealousy guy
- Being so naggy
- Not able to take good care of you(at times)
- Making you angry again and again
- For being a M.C.P
- For always planning

Promises:

- Be there whenever you need me
- Make you happy daily
- Adsorb all your unhappiness
- FLOOD you with love and concern
- Be your No.1
- Never leave you
- Always give you unforgettable dating!

When I go oversea study, I think you will be very miserable and lonely like me... Not really lonely for you as you still have your friends, Bestie and ur cuz.... We will missed each other like hell... Whatever I had now, I can put it behind but not you baby... How I wish I can bring you along with me... I know I can't bear to leave you behind... Tear will come sooner or later... Frankly speaking.... I am scared... Scared till will lost sleep at night...

Scared you cannot focus on study once I leave...
Scared no one help you to settle your problem...
Scared you have no one to turn to when you met a problem...
Scared you will get sick of me...
Scared you dun want to wait for me anymore...
Scared losing you one day...
Scared a lot a lot of thing....

Dear dear... I know you cherish and love me too... And that why you will tell me who you going out with and explain to me too... This is one of your many good point... So i can rest assure that my dear is in good hand and know who to find if thing goes wrong... But this morning you told me about the group of guys, it really make me very very insecure... Dunno why... Scared you dun wan me anymore as you have better choice... You seem to be very happy and I understand why... For a gal, a group of guys notice you since day 1 is something to be proud of... But I am just worried for myself...

As I said, you are a very good catch. And I am lucky enough to have you. I dunno what I do to deserve you... Rest assure... I won't release you to any other ppl unless you wan... Your happiness will be the most important thing to me... As long as you are happy... I willing to suffer in silence.....

I know I am the world most lucky and fortunate guy to have you in my life...

Dear baby.... Will you stay with me and nv leave me?????????????????????

UPSET!

2008-10-10T09:20:00.000+08:00

UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its my fault for everything! Everything seem so wrong...

Just want to let you know, I dun treat you as one of my man.......

My concern for you is way beyond what others can give you.......

I blame myself for all this...
Putting you in very difficult position!!!!!
For irritating you all the time....

Hope you can tell me, what can I do to make you more comfortable and want to stay by my side....

Your Sweet Silly Stinky Sleepyhead..........

Sweet Silly Stinky Sleepyhead

2008-09-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

Time passes so so fast... ORD seem to be so near yet so far... If I continue it as a career... It will nv come... So far I really enjoy her company and hopefully she feel the same... We know each other better and better as days passes... She share with me all her story in the past and can sense her happiness or sadness at that point of time... Whenever she mention "him", the mood she has is so down... I really dunno what to do to make her happy... So I TRY to change the topic and not bring her to what the past has been b4... But end up, she will be mad at me also cos I change topic... I know all these will make her remember her past... You mention, everytime you say something and I did not react is because I know it will somehow spoilt your wonderful mood with me... By not reacting, think is the best way to bypass the unhappiness issue.... Sorry... I know you are mad at me at times cos I did not react... Sorry sleepyhead...

PROMISE!!!! I WILL WALK YOU OUT OF IT AND MAKE YOU STAY IN MINE!!!!!!

Hope you really understand why I am doing this... Not being selfish.... Only a simple reason... I wan you to be happy everyday, every hour, every minutes and every second... Only good and beautiful memories flashing through your brain... Nv worry about anything k? Just tell me and I will find a solution to it... From now on I would TRY MY VERY BEST to fill your day with happiness...

LOOK FORWARD!!!! 3 Oct coming!!! Hehe...

JUST FOR YOU SLEEPYHEAD!!!!

Into Nintendo Wii

2008-09-19T01:12:00.001+08:00

HELP!!!!! I am stuck!!!!! I am so INTO NINTENDO WII!!!!! Haha.... Have been tracking the price for it... So fun yet so ex!!! Haha... But I am going to get it for my birthday present~!~~~ So you all can join me with this fun console.... Its so COOL!!!!! Haha... Can play tennis!!!! Wahaha.... ONE WORD!!! FUN!!!!! Hehe.... All the games is so fun and stupid!!! Haha... I will be stupid for this!!! I dun mind... Haha...

Wii Sports: BOWLING

Wii Sports: BOXING

Wii Sports: GOLF

Wii Sports: TENNIS

Wii BOMBER!!!

Special Day

2008-09-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

Today is a very special day for me and of course the WORLD!!!!
September 11!!! Who can forget rite??? Mas Selamat Escape!!! Haha... Jk...
The World Trade center of US gone in mins... Haha...

Today mark 1st month for me and some1 la.... But things is just not right today... I working and she also... Important days but cannot celebrate... Msg her early in the morning to wish her le... That the least I can do... And also msg her whenever I am free.... Maybe I was just trying to get her attentation but things din go the way I plan! I called her in the afternoon but she is with her friend so din wan to disturb her with her friend... Msg her @ work.... Knowing it will be busy for her to reply but still disturb her... Really try ways to keep myself busy and wait till she reply and knock off!!!

End up had a tiny misunderstanding!!!!! Haiz.... Its always me..... Me! Me! And Me! STUPID me... Ppl had a tiring day and still assume she mood swing... Haiz... Destroy her wonderful day.... Guys... This is how stupid I am....

The moment you say bye and hang up.... I felt so uneasy... I nearly drop my tears! I endure till my emotion was controlled!!! No one hang up on me b4... The feeling is really awful when someone important to me did it on me... Everytime u say u r @ fault, really I dun think u r... Every single thing happened is mostly my fault! I am nv prefect....

To you: Sorry for whatever have happened that spoil your mood/day in the past 1 month... Still a long way to go for us... I will try to improve!!!!!!!! PROMISE!!!!!!

Thing Happened!

2008-09-02T22:05:00.001+08:00

Actually I dunno why I blogged today... Like now!!! Thing happened for a reason... But not me... I dunno why it happened?? Thing just get mess up!!!! Have been in bad bad bad mood while working!!!! I dunno why... I can feel the pressure on me which has never happened b4... Izzit him, him, her or her???

1st him.... Alway lost cannot be seen in office... Office is like a hotel to him!!

2nd him... Just came... But tend to rely on me too much that u r learning too slow... What if really tomolo I left the company??? Can u up hold the company by urself?

1st her... Sit there dunno what u doing also!!!

2nd her... Very hardworking but have a lot of nagging!!!!

Maybe the problem is with me!!! I think the problem is with me... Cannot find someone to pour everything out.... Feeling so tight in my chest now.... Can't breath!!! Of course I know I won't give up! But I really have lots of thing to do and no one can help me!!! Haiz... Enough of work stuff!!!

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Been together since august... Things seem to be fine within u and mi... Its a long long road ahead... Dun get lost... Sometime my path is dark and sometime is urs.... NO MATTER what.... Light is awaiting in front.....

New Boots

2008-08-10T11:14:00.001+08:00

Sat 090808.... National Day Rite??? Haha.... But I got nowhere to go.... Such a boring day... Got allowance on friday so wanted to buy spend some money.... Wahaha... After morning street soccer, I went home and rest till about 1430-1500. Then I decided to go shopping alone.... I change in 5 min and went out... Haha... Went to Bishan thought of catching a movie, but its a long wait for the next screening... So I give up the idea!!! I know, u guys think why I so boring... But no choice what to do.... Haha... Wang and Zhang went out with ex-OCS friend... I dunno him one... So din go... Some1 went out with "sister".... No choice.... Haha... Ok, anyway... Where am I?? O.... On the movie.... Aaaa.... Then I shop around and went to nike... But they dun have nice product... I process to Adidas... Same... Nothing caught my eye.... I then went to AMK...

Over there got Cathay and lots of stuff... So I went up again to look for movie but the CROWD can killed.... So I totally give up the idea... Haha... Shop around and went to this very unique shop.... FOOTBALL MADNESS.... They sell very nice and unique shoe and jerseys.... And the 1st show I show is NIKE MERCURIAL IV in WHITE/BLUE color... So nice!!!! The owner told me 2 months back, that it is coming and only till now.... It appeared.... Give Zhang a call as I know he is looking for it... And he will be getting it today..... Congrats... I went to sportlink thinking of getting a boots to play on field... But the price there is ex.... 80+ - 100+ for a boots.... End of the day, I bought the new MERCURIAL IV.... It a nice and good boots... I got it in red street.... Fantastic shoe... But I spend about 120 yesterday.... Hai.... BROKE!!! Wahaha...

NDP 08 Preview

2008-08-03T15:59:00.001+08:00

Singapore Flyer
Business District
Start of the NDP 08
I dunno what they called this!!! Haha...
The water ski!
Red Lion
Nice?
SIGNAL!!!
So British rite?
Saw it??

Saluate!!!!
State Flag with 35 SAF Colors
Commando....
Black Knights behind the Business District!
The BLACK KNIGHT!

Nice??
Water fountain!!!
Fireworks
This is fantastic!!!
Ending...

Nice waterfall!!!
It begin...
without...
without...
STOPPING!!!! Haha...

Enjoy youself!!!!

MONEY NO ENOUGH 2

2008-08-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

Meet up with some1 and pauline and also my 2 buddies(business partners as well) last friday for a movie.... Haha... MONEY NO ENOUGH 2!!! This movie actually brought me 10 yrs back to secondary school when MONEY NO ENOUGH 1 start screening on Cinema!!! The movie was so famous that almost everyone in sec school watch it... I remember I have 2 very very very close buddy with me that time... Chia Tiong and Benjamin Kwang!!!! The 3 of us really is like the MONEY NO ENOUGH character... We love the movie till we took the movie and acted.... haha... So funny la...

"You remember this table????? U sit there, I sit here!!! U pat ur chest and swear that no problem will return u the money!!!! NOW???? NOW LEH????"

This line is so funny.... Haha.... Really missed both of them.... Try to contact them but cannot get them... Maybe they are really busy!!!!

Some1 got so emotional in this movie.... Hehe... But can understand... Hehe... Sorry, wrong movie!!!!

Anyway, some1 bought me cake from CANELE!!!!

It taste heavenly... So nice... I know, it come with a price.... Having to pay more for such a nice cake!!! I think is really too ex to buy these cake... I shared with my mum and she say is so nice... End up I steal her portion(stawberry tart).... haha... Thank some1 for the cake.... I really love it... But pls.... Dun BUY anymore...

1st: Is too ex!

2nd: U need money!

3rd: I WILL GET FAT! (wahaha)

Anyway, REALLY THANK YOU!!!

To Pau: dun be too shy with my friend... They very funny one... Especially the Lao Choo... The
both combine is a WORLD OF LAUGHTER!!! Join us more k?? If u looking for a partner
also can consider them.... haha... Just let me know... I will HELP you!!!! hehe...

**Sorry u only see 3 in the pic... one of them eaten by Lao Choo..... Haha...

2008-07-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

Things just got crazy!!!! Got into a big disagreement with "A" for about 2-3 weeks already... Its change a lot of things... In my work place and also affect ppl around me... Maybe it me, "A" is unhappy with. All my friend know me well, I get things done no matter what and how... I overwrite her instruction a few times... Just to prove my stubbornness and power I have! "A" is very unhappy and confronted me a few times, everytime I say till "A" dun have words to say, giving me this "helpless" look...

To me, "A" nv work!!! Always come in late go home early!!! Always getting directive to pressure me... I AM WHAT I AM NOW, CAUSE I AM TRAINED TO TAKE PRESSURE!!!!!! For the past 7 months, "A" nv do anything for my company, and also nv particiates in "outing"... But end of the day???? WAN CREDITS!!!! I planned and suffered like a DOG and u in company waiting for CREDITS!!!!!!!! Too much rite????

A few BIGGER problem occur!!!! One of my "friend" call "CEO" and launch a complaint on me!!! About making them to do what they cannot do and punish them... I was furious when I got the news!!!! I DID NOTHING WRONG!!!! I stand by my principle and also ready to answer to the "HEADS of my company" My "department" head also support me and help me answer to them...

After this incident, one more issue... Someone use my colleges name and complaint other department about their performance!!! The thing is we are always happy with the department and now having MISUNDERSTANDING between us....

This two issue we suspect is "A" who did it... IF really "A" did this.... "A" really need a good lesson outside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Assistant CEO told my colleges to call "A" to attend a meeting... Once "A" got the news, knowing A. CEO arrow her to go, "A" replied that will get MC... And "A" leave shortly..... This type of working attitude???? CAN U BELIEVE IT???

Although my direct boss warn me not to let other hear this line, I am going to say it AGAIN!!!!!

IF I HAVE THE EVDIENCE ON THESE ISSUE!!!! I WILL "REPORT" YOU TO THE HIGHER AUTHORITY!!!!!!

I am tired about all this stupid issue!!!!!

IF YOU CAN WORKED, U WORKED!!!!!! IF NOT STAND ONE SIDE AND I SHOWED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Been to "B" blog these few days and saw what "B" posted in there... The outing pic... Hope "B" have fun that day... I am sorry... An anticipated outing for you turn out strange... I have only myself to blame... I really dunno how to react.... And I SWEAR... This is not the usual me... I usually come out with ideas and make an outing sound like an outing!!!! Really sorry... After reading the latest post.... I know you had already come out with an answer.... Hopefully whatever I done till now bring u a better and more happiness future!!!! Tc...

FAN!!!!

2008-07-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Nowadays I quite fan.... Fan about my career... Or I should say my future! Think a lot of ppl saw this will get a shock out off their life... Ppl like me will confused and fan about his future??? I also dunno why... At first when I am studying at TP, I know which road to take and I am very sure of it... But when I enlisted and became an officer things start to change... I went to prepare my uni application and ask for a recommendation letter from poly but till now I received nothing!!! Really dun understand izzit that difficult to write me one??? I AM A MERIT HOLDER LEH!!!!! At the very first there is a time space for me to work b4 uni start and I thought of EXTENDING!!! But when time goes by and ppl around me "psycho-ing" me... I tend to change my mind set to sign a short term bond of 3 years... After all the shit it had happened... I think of the income and bonus and the benefit I got... Is really a good deal to sign....

Today in camp, OC ask me if I am extending or not as he wanted to include me in NDP committee... I told him I have to consider!!! He told me I have the potential and he say my character suit this place... I agreed!!! He also told me a COL saw my potential too... One of my PC also want me to sign on... And also my spec under me... He then offer to send me home and along the way telling me all the benefit being a OFFICER!!!! Really is good... Telling me to sign on 6 yrs bond and having them to send me to study!!! Now I think I am stuck... I scare I destroy my future if I take the wrong path...

I love command and control stuff (think a lot of ppl know). This is the only place that I can do it and is really a bigger rank owning a lower rank world... Not like outside where ppl eat each other no matter how high u climb.... The world outside is ugly.... I know... I have few experience of it... That why I feel like signing on!!! Haiz.... How??? Who can save me and give me a prefect answer???

Got one person told mi " Some1 told me that do something that make u happy!!!!"

Why???

2008-07-06T08:15:00.000+08:00

Things just got the way it want it to happen....

A lot of my buddy ask me why??? Why I am doing this??? I now no matter what I say the reply they give will be;

Why you so stupid???
Why you so naive???
Why Why Why?????

No one know exactly what I am going through... I been in this position yrs ago... But of course I am the other party!!! That why I know what he is going through, what he want and of course all the swearing and promise he make to the god..... All he need is another chance!!!!! I am not being very "Da Fang" or some people say is "Zhi Si".... But I know he can give her what she wan, what she need....

I know I made a wrong decision.... But I really dunno which one is it.... The beginning one or the friday one!!! My life will be better or out of guilt, if only one person know how I feel and really understand why I am doing this.... Of course it nv gonna happened.... My life contain only mi, myself and rodman... I thought I can move on but I was wrong! Seem like I still have to stay single a little bit longer!

What wrong is wrong and it will nv change!!!

Confused but I have already DECIDED!!!!

2008-06-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

Things got better only till last friday.... I finally realised how "this" work and it make me no choice but to decide on it.... Nothing went right at the beginning but I thought it was right.... Till friday, I thought I was doing good but I made a BIG mistake!!! I regretted badly... I will give up... I will tell you one day... But what I am going through think no one know how it feel like.... I only know it is bad to do it.... I am a bastard if I carry on...

I wish you all the best.........

How??

2008-06-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

This few weeks was very enjoyable for me.... I really suffer like a beggar.... Haha.... Overspent last month and come GSS.... This is really killing.... Haha... So cheap but cannot buy.... But pay arrive already, think is time for me to SHOP!!!!!

Have been going out with her recently, meeting for a drink, dinner, shopping..... Think I really have good feeling for her.... I wanted to let her know, but the BIGGEST problem is she is ATTACTED... Is really bastard for me to spoil them.... I know he dun treat her well... And I am confident I can give her more care and concern than him.... But still.... Is not nice to backstab him (although I dunno him)..... How??? Do anyone have any answer???? Do I still let her knoe???

2008-05-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

When you are deeply in love with someone,
She is just like a tree,
Root in your heart,
When you try to remove it,
You will feel the pain in your heart...

Experience.....

2008-05-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

Finally.... After all the planning and planning.... I am finally back in singapore.... It feel just fantastic to be home.... This trip to taiwan really really let me see through alot of thing.... Its a scary world I should say.... Ppl eating ppl for no reason and on the other hand, you know who is the best helping hand to you.... The world is really very dark and scary.... Having to stay alive here have to be extra extra careful...

Have been backstabbed a few time in such a short trip.... Sometime I was thinking... Am I too nice to you??? Why must you treat me this way??? Do I deserve it?? I think no.... I just wan to get thing done in the fastest time.... I as YOUR officer cover shit for you, taking all the bullets for you and you treat me this way... I really have nothing to say... My upperstudy ask me, "WHY YOU COVER FOR HIM?" I really dunno what to say... Sometime in this type of units, u really have to look out for others.....

To those backstabber......

KS;
- You are a spec, be more responsible...
- Have leadership
- Have ownership of our stuff, I have been doing all the walkie for you!!!!
- Have better relationship with others
- DUN draw the line within others....
- In my section, there is no "MEN" under us...
- U are there to help, not sleep
- Ops is the most important than your bag of things

B.C.C
- Pls let us know b4 you change any details... Dun edit like it free and only your boy come and tell us....

O.W
- Dun happy happy come shooting for help
- Use your brain la
- Treat your MEN better than they treat you

There is more, but really lazy to mention or ever think of it... What end had ended....

This exercise really drained me... I lose 4kg for the whole trip... I finally hitted under 70kg.... So shiok.... Haha.... Happy man.... I will maintain it or ever lose more if possible.... Haha.... I can do it....

2008-04-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

Can sense something is very wrong with "A".... No more "Haha" in the msg.... Just strictly msg.... Maybe its really coming to the end..... No matter what I do, what he do can nv save it again..... I have done my part. It take two hands to clap......... I am tired.......

GOH FAMILY

2008-04-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

The latest Photo of GOH family

Life so wonderful....

2008-04-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

Today is my 1st OFF day since I became an officer.... The feeling was good... Stay at home and slack.... Haha.... Woke up at 11am and meet a buyer at 1300 at amk then meet Lao Choo at amk hub.... We really like tai tai le.... We went COFFEE at the food court first, Choo bought a HERBAL CHICKEN to share, then went to check bank see the money got go in not.... No movement in bank so we went to shop.... We went to quene for a DURIAN PANCAKE.... I tell you.... It was really really GOOD........ {6_o}.... Then I went to shop for a shirt for tomolo departure to taiwan... Chit Chat with the sale girl awhile about the money coming into us.... She keep asking me to get two.... Haha... Saying is government money.... Haha.... Sound funny.... But I insist only one.... haha.... Then seng say he wan eat BBQ CHICKEN.... We went to look for it.... But I recommended him PRATA hotdog...... And he went to buy FRIED BANANA.... He buy alot la... So many that he finished himself.... haha.... We really had a good afternoon.... Fantastic.... Maybe the best I ever had.... So relax.... Nothing to bother and just eat and tok only..... So shiok..... More to come I hope.... Anyway not for the next 1 month.... I will be suffering like a prisoner in taiwan.... Wish me luck ba....

Why????

2008-04-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

Sometime things is so so so messy and confusing.... Why everything have to come this way and end this way??? Why I am the one who always DISCOVER thing and not told by them??? Why must I be treated this way??? Can anyone answer me??? Am I not up to that level to communciate? Do you know how hurting it is to DISCOVER stuff like this???

ANYWAY I am flying off to taiwan le.... How I hope to be there for yrs and nv return to a place like this............

Qin Birthday 08

2008-03-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

Last night went to have a small celebration with qin mei, my xiao bai(in the past), now is Lao Qin!!!!! Haha.... B4 I say anything about this celebration... I wan to COMPLAIN........ Firstly is Lao Zhang let me wait for 5-10 min!!!! Next is Lao Sha which is 30-45min!!!! After that we shopped at IT SHOW!!!! I wait for them nvm.... But I haven take any meal before hand!!!! When they come is about 3pm!!! Go buy all the stuff is about 5pm.... Having dinner!!! How to eat???? Always TAKAN me one leh..... I OFFICER leh!!!! Haiz.... Went IT show got a present for Lao Qin which take only about 20min.... Fast rite??? They all la.... So shui bian one!!!! Haiz... Then went to see speaker.... And I got one Edifier 33000.... Fantastic Sound!!!! and the design is wa.... Good lor.... haha... Let you see!!!!

Lao Sha also buy one!!!! Sonic Gear one.... Haha.... End up wrong color!!!! Wahaha..... She also got herself a harddisk..... She very rich nowadays..... Dunno why.... Maybe is one of the TOTO winner during last day of new year..... Haha... Anyway, she happy can le rite??? Haha....

Meet the BIRTHDAY girl at 6pm.... And guess what????? As usual...... They appeared at 715pm....... Late for 1hour and 15min leh!!!! Lao Sha, Lao Zhang and me like dunno what lost soul walking here and there around suntec lor.... Like C**k lor....... Haizz..... What to do.... One BIRTHDAY, the other 2 is LATE KING somemore one ORD mood!!!!! Plus together????

LATE CREW SAN REN ZHU!!!!

Went to a place called Olio..... The environment there is good....

Then chit chat awhile, then we order our food.... Served by one waitress called Annie..... Wahaha..... (Lao Ong tell me one!) See what we eat!!!!

Then we gave her the first present..... See the "Xian Shi" de biao qin!!!!!

Then here come the next.... See the face again!!!!

Then she got her "birthday" cake!

Here are some photo taken in Olio.....

After dinner, we went for a show called "Step Up 2 the street".... Very nice movie!!! 4.5/5 for me... 0.5 deducted becos the SEAT suck!!!!! Wahaha....

After all the movie is really good... Song and move in the movie is good....... RECOMMENDED!!!

Went supper at a nearby roti prata shop!!!!

And she got her final present........

About Me!

2008-03-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

See what my birthday say about me!!! Tell me izzit true??? Whaha...

Rodman Goh's birth date says this about them:

You understand people well and are a shoulder that people can lean on. A peace-creator, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a fatherly or motherly figure to friends. You treasure your friendships with people. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

24 October
Lucky Color: Amber
Personality Strengths: Compassion, Peace
Personality Weakness(es): Impatience
Successful Career Path: Medicine
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: daring, enterprising

Description:
Driven and focused - you know what you want from life and importantly you know how to get it. You have always been hard-working and a perfectionist, you understand that there is no substitute to hard work in life.

What sportscar are you?

Your result is: ferrari
type A all the way

Sian!!!

2008-03-01T08:41:00.000+08:00

About one month I din blog le... Haha.... Very very busy with work because someone din work la so as an OFFICER of SAF.... I must work ever harder and more work for me!!!! F**k lor... Every week go outfield...... So sian!!!! Next week another outfield!!!!! Haiz!!!!! Y send me to this type of camp?????? Wednesday one terrorist escape out of the detention center!!! Serious?? Seem like singapore in deep shit... One terrorist leh.... Not robber!!! Still say he escape bring no harm to singapore.... something happened see what you can say.... Singaporean is like this one.... Nothing happened, say whatever also can.... But shit happened??? Cannot ever see him anymore!!!! Just hope he can be capture asap!!!! That is nothing we can do!!!! Haha...

"Friends are like teabag, put them in hot water and you will know how strong it is!"

I find this line very very interesing!!! Saw this yesterday in my S1 office!!!! I think is true... Very true!!!

Sad... Why?

2008-01-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

Sad... Haiz... Dunno why this few weeks have been thinking of her...Really dunno why... everytime will I online confirm will go see her sister friendster ever I know she set it as "RESTRICTED"!!! Is just weird... She went to Jay concert but I din see her... Fate really very very powerful... Singapore so small, yet we cannot see each other... Why?? Why must treat me this way?? Why? Haiz... STOP TORTURING ME!!! Get someone to hit the back of my head and let me erased everything off.... But think back of the previous post... What if I see her on street?? Smile and walk away???? Avoid her??? Talk to her?? If her boyfriend is HL think she will be very happy.... In secondary school day, she like him before.... If now, with him she will be the happiest gal on earth.... As long as you are happy, I am more than willing to stand one side.....................................................................

Pain!

2008-01-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, Browsing the web and suddenly saw one pic... The moment I saw it, heart cracked and really can feel the pain in it... But on the other hand, seeing her smile on her face is so happy for her... She like found her true love!!! I know this guy too... Is a good and nice guy!!! Think he will treat her better than I do... Ask her close friend about this to confirm the status... Know what she reply??

QW: Har! Why you ask?
Me: Happened to see this pic online!
QW: Oh! I SEE!!!
Me: So? Yes?
QW: Yes or No does it matter? You still haven forget her meh?

I really stunt.... Really! This is really the question I have been asking all these yrs... I have no answer for this... I really dunno what I wan too... So lost in this too... All this yr I have been leader but not this!!! Is such a loser!!!! Total failure..... HAIzzzzzz.....